Hi... i'm Christene. I've seen your page on MySpace, and I want to tell you that I am very sorry for your loss. I lost a son due to alcohol and drugs... not the same way, but I do understand your pain. It has been 11 years for me and I still miss him dearly, however I have been able to find happiness again. You say you don't know who you are anymore... I felt the same way. My children were my identity. After I lost my son, I felt worthless. He was 7 years older than my other 2 cihldren, and I had him when I was 19 . He died by suicide..and I blamed myself. I thought my other children - and the world - would be better off without me. I learned how wrong I was. I've also learned who I am, separate from my children. I wrote a little about it on a blog on myspace. I don't know if it would be helpful or not, but you are welcome to read it. I hope we can become friends....you are a very special person...courageous and passionate, that is obvious.
Love & Light, Christene
I believe that I am right where I am suppose to be. I may not understand why at the time, but in due time when God is ready he will let me understand it. Nothing happens by mistake, My past has made me who I am today.. You want to know who I am???? I don't even know who I am anymore...
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Love & Light, Christene
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Dan :)